My Biggest Humble Shock

Assalammualaikum,

Can't wait for tomorrow to update this post...akhaa...Ya Allah...while busy doing the portfolios..Selawat playlist was on the replay mode...After solat asar, continued with the portfolios...While listening to the selawat, suddenly the islamic tip top popular addictive nasyeed song :)  'Ya Hanana song' was heard next..So I minimized the portfolio and took the time to watch the video clip from Cinta Masjid (Malaysian group). While busy watching and reciting the nasyeed along, my eyes, let me emphasized with my both feet crossed and head stuck out near to the lappy's screen,(Ya Allah so the ladylike hee) I saw a VERY familiar face... Ya Allah my heart twinged...I knew him...He was my crush during those days akhaha...

I couldn't figure out his name..I was thinking Hafiz  ahhhhh Azmi......All wrong...and I couldn't remember which boy band group was he from...Fabulous cats??? Phyne Ballaz (which I don't know how to spell:P)...I just need to know his name!! So I scrolled down and read the comments and there I saw the familiar group's name!! RUFFEDGE!!! And it turned out his name was AMER!!! (haaaa after googling the group's biodata in wikipedia). Can't get enough of him (in a sense I can't get enough of knowing what happen to him after those 'glamorous' days), I searched his name Amer Munawer in YouTube...and there I bumped into numerous videos about his new life and new 'music' which is Islamically inclined...

Masha'allah the reason I am soo excited to update about him...is not because I am still INTO him..:P (ps: he's married:) alhamdullillah.. It's because Ya Allah I am speechless for gooood reason...Syukuran alhamdullilah he is blessed with an opportunity to change and influence others through his new genre of music...and guess what?? His nasyeed songs now are way better...with all the praises for Him and reminders of our beloved Prophet...<3 Alhamdullilah..what a blessing day..to learn and know of a person's hijrah to a better life...for the life dedicate to Him and the worldafter...Subhanallah...All praises to Allah the Almighty...

Heres a video of him with a group call Al-Mawlid. Song entitled 'Cahaya Seluruh Alam'.

Heres his single - 'Seluruh Mahabbah' - the song focuses on the hardships, sacrifices and the love of our Prophet.

May Allah ease our affairs to be a better Muslim/Muslimah and to always remember about the worldafter and death which is always near...in shaa allah...amin ya rabbal alamin...

On this day...

On this day, 11th of Ramadhan, I was deep into thoughts. Thinking of the days I had spent for the past 23 years. What have I accomplished so far? What have I done to be near to Him? Shameful enough, I had spent more time previously thinking about life in this world than the world after. However, alhamdullilah, even after all the bad deeds, Allah is great. He still loves His ummat. Thank you Allah for giving me the opportunity to be nearer to you. Thank you Ya Allah, for providing me the light to change my path and be nearer to You despite all the obstacles. Ya Allah give me the courage to open my eyes and understand how great your love is.

Boston memories was definitely one of the few which kept appearing on my mind. Thinking of all those fond memories, creating stronger bonds with beautiful people, meeting new people, and being one step closer to Him when indeed far away from loved ones. May Allah give me the courage and strength to venture the world and reach new people. At the same time, open my eyes and be greatful while mesmerize at the wonders he had created.

Ayah dan mak thank you for loving me and raising me well. Nothing can ever repay your sincerity. I am blessed to have both of you as my parents, alhamdullilah. This is my first post. And, insya'allah may this be the new beginning for a greater journey ahead to be near to the Only Greatest love, Ya Allah.